the way to joy

i have found a way to make me happy!
simply pass me a bag of famos amos no nut choco chip cookies.
that'll do the job! =)

i know i'm happy now. haha.

point of having a hp

pple, why have/own a hp when u dun pick up calls, n dun reply msgs?
ok den agn...
mayb whn u do reply the calls or smses, u jus take a really long time to do so.

somebody pls kindly explain this evident n increasing phenomenon?

lost it

i hv lost close to all of my positive energy.

i'm learning to bear grudges.

dun see the importance of committment to anything.

refuse to believe in the gd of others.

increasingly difficult to understand the irony of the world as it continually grows.

hate it when pple seem so transparent.

increasingly difficult to find the existence of joy and laughter.

the lack of faith and trust disgusts me.

dun see the need to pretend to be happy whn i'm nt.

solitude transcends peace and tranquility.

books and work will suffice.

lost sight of it.

its nvr abt me

because it's never been about me.

assumptions

why do pple like to make assumptions?
i tink pple have to learn nt to make assumptions and presumptions.
and make a very conscious effort to put it into practice.
because they are evil.

is there really so much time to be angry and petty?
learn to let it go.
listen to the song by corrinne may "let it go" , it really speaks for itself.
life is jus way to short to stay angry and grumpy.
why cant pple be happier, smile more and see the better things in life?
are we all jus too caught up in this rat race?
or do we jus simply choose to ignore wads more important?
or do we jus choose to see things differently?
its always abt personal perceptions, perspectives or wadever.
carpe diem. just seize the day.

why cant pple focus their energy on smthg more productive?
do smthg to change your emotional state of mind.
difficult as it is, as i've jus said, it's all just a state of mind.
ur mind is the most powerful tool, so use it, command it.
everything is a choice.

how do u noe when ure taking or have taken someone for granted?
jus pause in ur tracks and think this.
close ur eyes and imagine the worst.
what would u do without this person in ur life?
what would happen to u if u nvr met or had dis person in ur life?
what happens if smthg untoward happens to that person?
how much does this person mean/matter to u?

always take time to appreciate pple.
they are the most fragile things in life.
thank God for my religion, if nt, i wud hv nvr learn this lesson,
which is,
if u can have a religion and claim you love God,
when God is intangible - u cant see him, hear him, touch him, smell him and taste him.
then how can u claim u love or appreciate someone so tangible in ur life?
pple shud ask themselves the question above.

nvr let ur emotions get the better of u.
i like to tink dat emotions r evil too.
control ur emotions with ur mind.
it's all in the mind.

keep smiling everyone.
try and be truly happy for a change.

how much are you worth?

have u ever wondered how much you are worth?

dont tink. dont know. dont care.

have you ever felt that you werent in control?

happens when u feel fat and unattractive.

stay away frm chocs

time for the stress levels to increase very rapidly
this leads to a direct correlation in eating less fried and heaty foods
esp since i hv nw discovered tt my immune system seriously sucks big time
4 times flu in 4 mths.
awesome la.
wad cud be better.
i need to change my diet. i tink smthg must be wrong somewhere..
any suggestions let me noe ya? wud be greatly appreciated.
take care all.. the weather's odd these days..

have a gd weekend!

not againnnnn

i got a dreadful COLD againnnn!!!!!!
3 or is it 4 times ever since 1st jan.
this is not good man.
sigh.

boring

jus a random post
jus gonna say
life has been fine been pretty tiring
got work to catch up on

gd nite all.

DC in progress

fri sat and sun was spent at suntec city hall 401.
met lotsa friendly pple - coworkers - at this event by mediacorp publishing.
thanks to jas for her 'lobang'..
gained some insight into events. really isnt an easy task.
most of the "seasoned" part-timers were really pro in handling stress and managing the challenges thrown to them all at one go.

guess the event turned out fine eventually.
was really pack esp on sat n sun.
by sun i was really stoned.
time passed really quick when ure busy.
but of cos there were quiet periods too. those hrs seemed really boring n draggy but a colleague entertained all of us by "betting". haha.
it was really fun getting stamped on the cheeks, forehead, nose, chin, neck etc if u lose.

monday was a mad rush in sch.
even tho i managed to complete my wil2 assignments on time, i feel they r damn lousy work.
totally slipshot.
dats wad happens whn ure so stoned n tired.
my brain was 3/4 dead during wil2 mtg also..
poor alex was going on n on while i was lost n stoned.

all i noe is its time to panic cos work is piling up.
grp work.
3 more major assignments to go.
i mean MAJOR man.

lets hope we can pull this 1 thru agn. we're half way thru this sem.
so lets all keep up.
esp my frens who r graduating dis sem.
its ur finals, stay strong!
u guys r great so far.
jus gotta keep going at it. no 2 ways abt it.

so here i am with my ginseng tea n a whole load of shit ard me gonna continue to piah my DC rpt for mtg tmr.
on a high.

good nite all.

28 Feb 2007 Newpaper

yesterday's headlines on The Newpaper was about how a Spore girl gives birth at 9.
the father was from the same primary school and both come from well to do families.
what is the world coming to?
both the girl and boy would be 12 this year. and the child is 3yrs old.
this is sad news.
the boy is sent to reformative school while the girl is overseas in some regional country doing her PSLE this year.
ya they are both obviously minors and they were obviously way to young to have sex.
i seriously wonder how did it and how could it happen?
they are both 9!
so so young. guess they both matured really young.
my heart really goes out to them.
sincerely wish them well and hope they get on with life, grow up to be stronger people and hopefully they've learnt from this experience.